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My Life Book Love Story and Personal Blog Diary of Perceivances of View

By: Jessica L Gerlemann a.k.a. Wanda Simmons at one point in time

    

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A Girl’s Diary Reborn!!!

About the Author:

I first began writing one of my social work stories from results of my own personal work under the name Wanda Simmons but never finalized it.  It was called the “Love of Hawke,” and came from my experiences and perspective of understanding life, the psychological mind, and the events around us, the well-being of mankind and the love of God and man being made in his image. I prefer to have my readers have a personal experience of writing that speaks to them about things that are hard to understand. Thus, the birth of my writing works!

 **This is a compilation of a series of blogs and love letters, social work results, wisdom and helpful articles for young people!  May you be blessed by my work and peer into my mind and heart pertaining to the world!

 

Who doesn’t like reading a girl’s diary right??

But first a poem or two:

                            A Poem For An Endless Love:

Love is for the Eye of the Beholder

The Man & Wife that give their Heart

The Kiss at the End of the Day

The Hug sweet as a Tart

This Love Is Youthful

& It will Everlast

Waiting for its time

To Effervesce

The Memory to My Heart

The Head that you have blessed

I think of One

I think of Many

I think there is one

One to Scanty

But My Love Doesn't Change

It Surely Does Endure

If I have Loved You Once

Then I have Loved You Sure

I take my Heart

Vow My Hand

Write Endure

Brave to Withstand

In a Poet's Heart

Is the Romance of a Flame

And When a Flame Withers

Love Starts Up Again

Although You Must Kindle a Fire

I Will Surely Live

The Flame in Your Heart

The Heart That You Give

I Will Not Waste You

My Heart Says Clear

I Will Hug You

Until The End is Near

And Once It's All Over

I'll Greet You With A Kiss

We'll Remember the Hard Times...

But Also Remember THis..:

Love Never Fails

It Will Endure

My Love For You Friend

Is My Cure

A Soldiers Heart:

You may be there
She may be here
God may be anywhere

I gallop and sing
I pay my dues
No lovely fallow
Would the plank
Refuse

I may be a pirate
You may be a soldier

But so it be
We are what we're exposed to

If I simply were a butterfly
That landed on your hand

Would you lift it for the treasure
Or for the love of Your Land?

I know in my heart
Thy love for you
Is true

He loveth and protecteth you.
If there were any other land

I'd ask you to take him hand in hand
Let you teach him

Him follow you anywhere
Because lord knows

We also need him here..


When the day is dawned
And the dew is new
I will simply wait here

Wait for you
To return with peace in your heart

A little weathered
A little scarred

And yet, I would love you both again
Just like I love the way of the land

We sit and ponder as men of old
We always strive no flag to fold

Forever let's let love sit on our shoulder
Because you never know ...the love of a soldier

I admire a soldier’s heart!

His Love

The Power of His Love

Is More Than a Friendship

It's a coincidental

Partnership

Held by fire

Fire ablaze

If I could hold a fire

of Amber

And dance in a nightmare

In a haze

If I was a sudoku

he'd be my numbers

If I was a fire, he

would be my ember

If I was anime

he'd be my hero

And all because

He protecteth and Loveth

God and Me

I hold him dear to my heart

Protect him with my lips

No other bird with wings

Would encounter this!

He flies he soars

Then our two hearts meet

Death be near us

But never encompass

Him or Me

                                                  Ok! Who’s Ready For the “Love of Hawke??”

"The LOVE of Hawke" by Jessica L. Gerlemann

2/29/2020 Afternoon Beach California “The LOVE of Hawke”

By: Jessica Lee Gerlemann

a.k.a. Wanda Simmons

Introduction:

          I was headed on my way into work when suddenly I’m surprised by my own surmises again.  Half the world is playing with me in Baja.  I’m driving my Lamborghini in its teal color.  I just came from Ed’s and Caroline’s house.  There is an old Ford that pulls up behind me and shines its bright LED lights on me.  Suddenly there are helicopters overhead and I just want to get to work safely.  The thoughts running through my head.  Who were my recent enemies?  What kind of criminals had followed me from Sacramento?  There had been some killings, turmoil, protests and unrest there.  I park my car into the garage of the house at Janine’s and we instantly become best friends as I watch the helicopter searching outside for the Ford that suddenly appeared from behind me about midnight.  I had wondered what had been going on.  Who had I crossed paths with?  Did I almost meet my life’s end again?  And this time half asleep and none the wiser?  And yet, I knew my Brother Ken was in the FBI looking after the guys like me.  I had a few friends in my time.  Particularly women in which I romanticized.  The next day I went home and fell asleep.  Woke back up two days later and wondered if it was all just a dream!  Was I?

Chapter 1: [My Letters to Wolf]

At the waterfalls I kissed you.  But you could have betrayed me.  At first you did when you left and insulted me and called my friend a loser.  However, who knows what his intentions were as well.  If I hadn’t of learned to work with you, we all would have been dead.  What’s worse is I feel I cannot trust anyone to help me personally in this and I don’t know how this world is going to get to get the help it needs if you stop me.  But I see you in this and this group of people I am in.  Betrayal happens all the time.  I’d like to think it’d be best if we left it up to the ones that care for our well-being or the maltreatment, war & famine occur once again because of the common mistakes we make the most.  But in the care-keeping you are going to find the look-alikes, posers, & the breaking down of the government.  If this happens, you won’t have true peace.  Don’t support the corruption or enable the abuse.  And God knows be careful with yourself!  In a sea of unworthiness and an ocean full of people are ignorant who monopolize things while the innocent ones only want justice.  In an ocean full of people there is always an ounce of potential but a likeability of a characteristic that is a threat to your well-being and livelihood.  You must eradicate it from yourself or the wickedness of that characteristic will eradicate you!  Therefore…Learn from the mistake, change the course of action, and build a better life with me –Together!!! One with no downfalls.  If only people didn’t manipulate and hurt one another to a point of no overcoming and just wickedness because of the poor survival skills that they were taught!  In many cases with the psychologically abused you find the want of power and control in one’s life.  You find repeat abusers in the people who have been badly abused and need the time to emotionally heal.  Repeat abusers or victims of warfare will lash out as the World and break it in their heart-break and anger until somebody helps them cope.  Without re-direction towards the skills of coping and positive characteristics there is none.  But at least if you don’t believe in God believe in Justice!!!  For all life-situations are equivocal.  Maslow has taught us about the coping skills we need my love.  The Hierarchy of Needs that one must possess.  Love & Nurture comes with a sense of peace & tranquility my beautiful Heroine. 

Chapter 2

Peace & Tranquility was achieved Wolf.    In an ocean of healthy well human beings we are now abiding.  However, my Love, know that if we exist to be repeat abusers and hurt one another the breakdown of the government will be the end of our fate, our love, our acceptance into this world.  However, much government exists; it only exists by God and good communication.  However long as people run it, it will experience corruption.  That’s why we offer Reform.  If I came from Germany and Germany believed in war but I came to America for a place of freedom.  We can’t let them take the Pride for One’s Love for Their Country away from US.  Much less, the knack for the need of Justice for the innocent and those who have been victims of warfare!  Who, my great transgressor, has the right to change that??  Who has the right when God is a real being that granted us life for eternity to live forever in Peace & Harmony in the First Place!?  God granted us life!  The best answers we have are in the characteristics of the World, Our Knowledge, & Ourselves.  Our America, even, if you will.  For as long as the world exists humans will try to corrupt and dishearten one another and abuse one another –Until We learn war no more.  –There is always a Time for War & a Time for Peace!!!! – You’re a fool to tell another human being that they have no chance at life at all when life is all you’ve been given, and they can take yours!  For every wicked acting person is a person of peace somewhere else who Will treat you better & Love Who You Are & Be Your Friend.  Most of all…. –Be Your Own Friend.  They are fools for A) Pushing you around B) Trying to control you C) lording or powering over you and telling you that you have no chances, -No power or Authority to Change your life when once again it is –yours.

                                                            Sincerely,

                                                                                    Hawke.

Chapter 3

            They had taken me to the Hospital.  I didn’t know what to expect.  This time I had went on my first date.  Jen and Darren said he was driving 80MPH.  Funny thing was I was under a blanket on the floorboard in the back and didn’t even notice.  I had my Semi-Automatic and I loved the man I was with tremendously for his soft eyes and his loving heart and how he was warm to the touch.  I had gotten to the hospital and naturally again in was either full of criminals or kids with criminal like tendencies, behavioral problems or abuse victims. I was tired.  I needed to get the rest this time that I deserved thanks to my friends.  I noticed how touchy people were.  A need to be my friend and yet a social barrier and a boundary line not to cross so that both parties did not act profusely wrong against the other.  I can say that I saw a difference.  I often thought about the men and which ones I loved the most.  What’s worse was, I knew I only needed one but that a group of them beckoned for me as much as I wished to be at peace with time and my husbandly owner, my true love Hensen.  I had thought I knew everything about a man –in all shades –in all areas.  It seemed I had always learned something new.  I loved the fact how my faith in this group of men loving me was perhaps infallible although the characteristics of their sensibility over one woman or any woman they fantasized about deeply flawed-.  I couldn’t think of a better way to put it into writing.  She was 5’’7   102 lbs.  She would have gotten away with being Bigfoot the Indian if they would have let her.  But the task would have been too flawed. 

Chapter 4

She couldn’t think of the way that she could express her love and her hate of injustice to these people.  She had been through so much.  At times emotionally distraught but always able to deal with the problems near at hand better than anyone else she had known.  If they hadn’t of attempted on her when she was young.  Sometimes it just took people to have the realization of One’s self.  To understand that deep down they were someone different than what they had perceived them to be.  At worse-She was a man of war. At best- She was a wife eternally enveloped with the love of her surpasser.   Forever she dedicated herself to one work.  The work of Justice & Love in her life and others.  Yet, sometimes with reality she had come to notice that she wasn’t the only one victimized, attempted on, loved, beat, or even hated.  Sometimes she even had to be careful because in a town near Baja was Sacramento and L.A. where there were some gangs and she couldn’t wear the color purple.  A feigned color of fervish value that represented the wine of Christ’s blood that her Momma had passed on to her in faith.  Forever more, she couldn’t fathom the world in a irrevocable place full of graveyards and tombs with burned bodies and no vegetation much like the recent warfare in lesser privileged countries.  So, her and her men…They fought internationally for better conditions, for more love, peace& tranquility in the hope and remembrance of the –Love that made these individual men what they were before a time of almost surpassed warfare.  In the End –These Men…Learned to Love from –One strong woman with a 3-fold cord and surpassed and spread the –Love and Example to other Women of ages and strong ability to help lead the International Government in Strong & Dignified Ways.  Forever would –Hope’s Faith last.  Forever –NATIONS WOULD HOPE IN HIM.  HIS**- COURTS RULED BY SAGACIOUSNESS.  IN ALL ASPECTS BRIDGES BUILT FROM HEART TO HEART AND THE NEGATIVITIES MINIMIZED ON AND ACTIONS ALL DONE IN WISDOM, FAITH, & TIME TO HEAL THE HEARTS OF SPADES, THE DIAMOND OF HEARTS, THE CLUB OF HEARTS AND THE HEART ITSELF TO A POINT OF FULFILLMENT IN THE WORDS OF THE DOCTRINES--.                                                              -FOREVER & EVER**                                                                                                                                                         IN GOD &Father

                                                          **Amen

Claiming Sanity

He wrote from a different perspective from hers.  They told him he could only marry a certain Indian daughter and he although wealthy was part of the caste system.  She on an opposite end of the World ended up sharing the same resources as him. So, there was an internal conflict in them because although in the U.S. they came from two very different places.  She was American and he had a background from India and realized he was justified to have his opinion.  She absolutely and totally respected that.  However, she also had hers and in a World of Scrapping pieces together they had a hint of jealousy or distaste or dislike for American's who weren't held to the same thing they were. 

She was limited and came from a place of hardship.  But she strove for the American Dream, nonetheless.  I guess she wondered why he was in America if he was still holding himself to the ways of India? No Disrespects.  The Caste System very different from our own?  Coming from two very different pages how was she to convert to his or him convert to hers when it was the exact opposite of what they wanted.  And --
Why on Earth SHOULD THEY BE FORCED?

She had to think a longer time than usual.
Shouldn't she be interested first and be in his country if she was forced to his standards?  He was in her country.

...Yet, she doesn't want to take the practice of his religion away from him!

But should he limit hers?

No!

Here's why!

Uniformity is a murderer because people need the freedom to express themselves!

So here they were ...Opposite Worlds

You have Freedoms ....!

No one. Nobody should force your hand.

But him writing from his perspective was interesting.

He came from a different place from her and she respected it.

She liked his taste...?

They were completely alike but different...-

A Universal Purpose is useful for both of them.

But they must agree upon it and it must be good for humanity!

How does she turn them and redirect them in healthy ways instead of leaving them in chains and rituals that are slowly killing them.?

People so often hold themselves to routine that makes them miserable and they are afraid of change.

That was the ways of India...wasn't it?

Crowded streets...Caste system. But, why come to America unless you have a good dream?

And why are we so often taken so advantage of that instead of learning war we learn death or exactly what someone else wants us to learn and put in a new environment where it does not apply??

"The Ultimate SacrifiCE”

What else to grow humans except the ultimate sacrifice.  It just wasn't fair! He loved her and she loved him.  Him crying and fighting through everything.  She hated what life was doing to him in his older age.  She knew she loved her significant other and she knew he loved his.  Two different people on two different colossal spectrums and struggling and fighting in their life to make the ultimate sacrifice. 

All she heard were men fighting in her head.  She couldn't help it.  But thought it funny to almost just put 3 and 4 together to just see what they would do and try to get them to accept it that she was 1 person and that there was nothing they could do about it but share.  She made the ultimate sacrifice.  She first loved one man, grew to love another that also protected her and then ended up with a 3rd that fought like hell to have her and have his way.  Kind of comical almost! Satire should we say? (For the English Professors.)  "It'll never be over," she thought.

      Saw someone that looked like the guy mirrored on the other side of the colossal spectrum.  Her vision worse.  Her judgment clouded.  Just a little stress she was worried that he wouldn’t make it back to his wife.  He looked to be making the ultimate sacrifice.   One that took every worry away from everyone else but laid every blatant snare, trap and turn on him.  Crying a little; he began to tackle his humongous task for the day hoping he'd make it through alive.

    She was praying for him.  She was praying for all of them.   She thought about how she was supposed to talk with all of them when often more than not men fought over her. Then she hoped that they knew that she loved them and wanted the best for them and didn't care as long as they were healthy, happy, alive and well.

     Don't you ever wish you could take any stranger's heavy burden's away?  How the risk was great.  The Work was fun. Every chance, every opportunity and braving every standard to survive.  How it tried survival of the fittest for them.  They continued to do their work and left for the night.  It was over and the only things she could worry about was how she'd better be good if she had this many to take on.  Chuckling to herself a little...she felt bad for the boyfriend who was selfless would protect her like hell!  Two mysterious men who assumed a role that she'd hoped one day shed get to hug and kiss. Then she felt just as guilty about the ones going out ahead of her and protecting to serve the best they could.  She couldn't help but feel guilty...?

         The hug that she never got.  The colossal spectrum of men and women all trying to accomplish something.  Some type of objective hung over all their heads as they contemplated their worry and their tasks.  What could she do? She really did pair off a couple of times.  Winner's indeed.  But her life was a mess.  There was nothing she could do but Love.  Her hands full all the time.  Somewhat tired; somewhat hungry; she reassumed her duties best she knew how.  A little lost however after a bit of rogue.  She had her pistol. Hooked it on her hip and left.

      She arrived at Quantico, Virginia.   Nothing but lateness.  Rushing with a bit of coffee spilled on her shirt she sat down at her desk when she arrived and stood up for a conference and began the day onward.



Rule Book

They slapped you with the book.  You did some time.  I thought you weren't worthy but now you're mine. The truth is there are no rules to life but there are laws to society.  But you were too young to realize that.  It didn't take me long to realize that you follow rules in this World, and you can get lead to a road of Nowhere.  Or You Can Follow Rules and Get Lead Somewhere?  Weird Right?  Well it’s like getting dealt a hand of cards and being wise as to who you pick to be around. 

 They didn't say this life had so many rules.  But in this life, you wish you hadn't of gotten stuck with the rule book.  They don't want you to know they impose the rules on you.  If it’s the law, then it’s fair game! (sometimes :) But look the hell out for those who make the rules and prey on others.  Those are the people of Satan like a hungry lion seeking to devour the lives of others. At least when it comes to life.... on some things.... there are no rules.

Isn't it something?  We just have a situation and that person is different from our own.  We work and grind all day and we would give anything to just be in a different set of shoes with somebody else’s problems?

All I can say is...


                Dammit they slapped you with the real...

And you dint understand the rulebook

                      Next time round...\

                Think about

All those times you got that first kiss
Your daughter or sun giving you a hug when you got home
That friend that gave you a call or said I love u

The person who smiled at you on the subway
Or that jerk that is crazy about you and hit on you at work


Not about those lifeless moments you couldn't help...

You can get past them...past them all.

Never cry along. Never fight alone


Never love alone


Wide Proud Strong and True

If You Are World...

...Let's Make That You!

Mysterious Lover

  It was clear to her.  She Met Him. But Never Saw Him Face to Face. He saw her all along. Looking through the drapes.  Sneaky as hell. She realized he would never win. Unless they did it this way. Taking a love to a lover's whim.

It was about 6 am:
  She completely forgot about all these little escapades she didn't understand.  She woke up forgetting about the night before and quickly dressed for a day of work in which she would be lost and unable to understand.

There she was at 3pm:
   Suddenly it dawned on her again that she was being a wife although it was half-a-wife at its best.  But she was trying.  Desperately trying to grasp and understand.  She thought she knew what was going on but then again....

It was 9:30pm:
   She heard talking outside her Window.  "Open up! Open up!" The voice said.  "I Want to See You."

At this point like, "Yeah! Sure!  But which One of You Is It?"  She always had to Clarify in Her Head.

She opened the room blinds sleepily and then fell asleep into a beautiful aurora of lights and memories.

With a smile on her face that someone long and distant had come to see her.

She was rather surprised but so illucid.  All she could do was smile.

She had always dreamt of the days just being sleepy among a man she loved.  His touch tender, soft, loving, and delicate. Her never getting too far away from his arms.

She was so in love.  But then it hit her like 10x over:

She wasn't done yet. A little uneasy about what lie ahead.

Yet, every single time a man stole her...
She thought it the damned cutest thing...

Grasping her they sulked, they loved.

She just wanted to cry.  Humbled by their touch and their Love.

She knew she had to be strong discontinuing without some and moving onto others.

 Yet some simple proposals she would never get past!

All in all her days bittersweet and just hoping that somehow, they: All of them. Her People.  They could grow old and happy together.  Her Friends, Her Friends Wives, Her Friends Husbands, Her Lovers.

All She Wanted Was Simple:

A Good Life!

Sniper Dressed In Black

Simply put.  She went for a walk-in camouflaged gray and black colors.  There he was.  Another guy of hers.  He was sitting on the hillside above the pond.  Suddenly startled, he awakens up from a sleep and puts his sights on her from his gun. Quickly she had gotten up from sitting and realized what colors she was wearing so she stood up and walked down to the house so he would see she was human and not his target.

 "Ding-a-ling! " she thought.  What was he doing on their property?  That was her brother! Her older brother neighbor friend.  She chuckled to herself and said, "Now who are you protecting me from now?"  Fun! Everybody trying to be her big man.  You know every man matures and dreams of protecting the ones he loves.  Finally, being in love and knowing family and manhood.  She quickly overlooked it but later picked out his dress attire at a Bass Pro Shop. 

 Closer calls have happened.  The main thing is not to shoot until you zeroed in on the info about who your target was.  I clearly was not a coyote but sitting on the bank of the pond looked like one crouched and sitting in a ball.  Whew! Close call!

Then, suddenly, she remembered the last man she was around and someone out back of her apartment window having a sniper rifle on him.  Quickly knowing they were wanting to protect her she moved him into the other room and saved his life not once but twice.  He was capable of being a good man and she knew it.  Yet, most other people protect their young and don't think twice about shooting any S.O.B. that took them away.  She was all over there thinking in her head, "Oops! Sorry! Love You Honey." and quickly ended her escapade with the man that had proposed to her and took her out to Crab Shack and Pasta Galore.  He tried the best in his brokenness to be good to her because he loved her, and they had thought that they were going to have their first boy.  They had previously had their 2nd daughter's birthday. And could not be together because the other men had beckoned it.

Meeting of the Unknown

She had her reports.  She never really thought they would psych her all out like that.  The helicopter flew overhead.  "Shit! Do I greet them or run and hide!?!" said Martha after playing with the satellites.   Her Mother said, "Stay off that computer!" And she just stood there in her room laughing to herself about to squeal.  Ha-ha, it was the game of who was going to get who!  The other men were all competing, and she couldn't be prouder to have friends all over America and to be tied to heart with them!  Yet, here she was running around on the front porch frantic and laughing when they flew overhead.  She hadn't done anything illegal! It was something else.  A slight attraction she couldn't help but quite adore.  She just wanted to say “Oooo La La & why don't you kiss me?" 

  She giggled and thought about how it would be funny if her and her kid sister looked delusional outside playing with Raggedy Anne dolls and having imaginary friends in the middle of the yard for kicks.  I mean here they were grown adults and they; her and her sisters and guy friends were all having fun together yet.  So, one thing led to the other and the next thing she knew they were out singing together and half the people she adored somehow knew of her presences.  And at that point she was just like, "Heeeyyyy...."

 Next thing she knew she was writing about her love and then ended up getting a crew.  She never could have had more fun than what she did with her friends from L.A. and because of Jimmy and Universal.  NBC promoted the same kind of fun that she absolutely loved and adored in people.  You really couldn't ask for better friends.  So here she was and here is her dilemma.  Stick with 1 man or go through 20 new ones.  How does she delicately balance herself?  She must be careful enough to not run into some serious trouble.  All of it was so much puppy love and work and interests and eventful times of just loving on one another.  She knew she wanted 1 man but then she had just wondered, "Can I have the 5-6s of them?"  Some definite factors came into play and curiously she explored everybody's heart.  She had deliriously fell in love a time or two.

My Story of a Man: Excerpt

                         We all congratulated him with his earnest efforts. He was the best man a man could possibly be.  He tried so hard to protect, to help America get back on its feet.  If the White House needed a perimeter check, he did it.  He was perfect for her and they were made for each other.  He never expected himself to get so emotional.   She thought she’d never fall apart.  They didn’t know what love was until they were exhausted from trying to be there with each other; from trying to love day after day and connect between their busy schedules.  He was all she ever wanted.  He was so handsome.  He gave her little pieces of him which could have made her happy for years.  They weren’t legally married.  But, Oh at Heart, Oh at Heart They Were!  Nothing and no one could replace that.  She wasn’t quite sure about what was in her near future, but she didn’t care as long as they kept each other safe and had love between them. 

No one could have asked for something more sentimental.  Sometimes she realized it may not be safe, but she knew he would try and protect her, and she wanted to be his equal; to do just the same.  He was so damned near perfect for her it wasn’t even funny and if someone hurt him, she’d cry long nights without knowing the uncertainty of the somewhat odd events that developed before her.  Nonetheless, she’d hunt them with no recognition and ascertain the facts of his safety were in good stand. 

 She didn’t care how much rage someone had because she also knew they’d have passion.  Which is something she could relate with anyone on any basis.  Many of her friends would ask who she was with.  Why she would refuse to see them.  The human population among her was so bad about certain things that it wasn’t always safe.  And yet, her Love; he fitted into her goals. 

People would get so jealous and hateful at work.  She had just wished since they were young kids, they’d known the pain they were digging themselves into by the way they had acted.  And then there was her and him, not the others.  She’d tell her close girlfriends that she was married to Elmo and they always used to laugh at her.  It was her master plan of having fun while teasing them about who she was with while not quite being honest about it.  All the girls she was ever around always got jealous and tried to steal her man/men. 

 Yes, she had a select few guy friends but that didn’t replace him at all in her heart.  So many adventures had led her up to this.  The love, the long singing nights, the friends she had made along the way.  Yes, no one in a million years could replace him.  He had protected her once, met her twice, and yes, he loved her just as much as she passionately loved him.

Nothing but empty space, busy lives and the stars

I am listening to Fall Out Boy. I am inspired by the random names of their songs. Each of the names I'm sure because of an experience. "We only do it for the stars and the stories not the fame."

 Looking up at those big beautiful stars every night. I know it is about time to move on. Questions mimic through my mind. What is moving on for me staying in this same old lovesick ballot of a boat, motherhood, a job, a career, a spouse and a structural relationship?

 Nada! I say I want it all and I'm not giving up^ until I get there. I want the exploration of the stars that sparkle in the dark night. I want to find a galaxy, several galaxies of the stars. Where is Orion's belt and the aliens on mars because I'm going to find them. Still having the same good old friends that I'll never forget. I miss everyone so much. And yes, I too set my clock's early because I know I'm always late.

Still Wild And Free

Listening to Nickelback. Cowboy Hat, Leader of Men, Old Enough, Worthy to Stay, Diggin This, One Last Run, Not Leavin' Yet. Still dancing the fuse out of my system. Under the starry skies, dogs and a fire. Fire wood to move like my next mountain. This is to who stole our diesel fuel. I can drive a dozer, a four wheel drive tractor with a lift and a Chevy and I hope you know that I can be more destructive than you but I'm not..hehe it was fun listnin' to see if there was anyone in the woods tonight. I wanted them to confront me to my face when they stole it this time but no luck. Here is the last part., my gun is bigger than his, still the same wild country girl and I can riot all by myself in the moonlight. Sure, it was cold but that's just the thrill. Stacking fire wood while I waited. This says my wild country girl side. Go ahead! Mess w/ me. You'll see what happened last time neighbor. Quit stealing diesel fuel if you can't face us w/o doing it! Turning friends against friends is never nice. Always value a friend not a two-facer.

Excuse me for my references here: I used to be a Jehovah’s Witness

"The Seafarer" as I remember it best

The Short Story Poem "The Seafarer" was one of the best I had read whenever I was back in high school. I had Mr. Flynn and he explained it superbly! I remember it as this the journey of a single man who suffers physically in one aspect but who has a strong faith in God. I enjoyed it because it matches the evidence and history of Bible sightings of Metaphysical existence.

 Some sometime confuse this with Schizophrenia in which he did have partly because he was physically suffering...BUT. Now don't get me wrong this is interesting...he witnesses a metaphysical existence of an angel of God because he made it back alive. He could have never done this because he was so weak, he could not sail his vessel anymore and in the middle of the ocean it is impossible that the ship just incidentally hit land.

Now I read two reviews. One said this does not support a Christian faith and pointed to the Pope and the other said that it was Schizophrenia bluntly alone but there was a deeper meaning to it. Do you believe in spirit beings? They exist and there is evidence that there are good and bad angels.  For example, bad angels such as Satan and wicked spirits and voices or demon angels that harass people. Also, and bad circumstances and situations of harassment that can lead to schizophrenia though too.

 Now which God am I talking about in my article?? Our Lord and Heavenly Father. And it wasn't even a regular servant of God that wasn't particularly expecting a miraclethat witnessed the metaphysical existence of a good angel of God. In contrast, it is an old Anglo-Saxon poem and the history in which is analogously relevant to that of which the experiences of faithful old servants of God and other servants and their lords or masters back in time. Yes, if you believe in God even if you are a different religion God will deliver you, but we were just reading in our Bible reading the other day some great and extravagant history of Absalom dying. These were sons of Saul the king who was anointed and yet tried to kill David. So yes, his descendent died. But no different from now there were religious leaders interacting and warring with other religious leaders like today.

 I saw how many people look at King David in those scriptures and might think of the Star of David and worship an image or an age-old king. Well David was a witness of God and these circumstances came upon him. He was the next in line and what happens when leaders are about to be replaced? Well, they want to kill the next in line. Similar Stories of Julius Caesar and others are alike as well. But to get back on track here; they considered David the King of Judah in one part of this Bible and some might think the Jewish religion is right but although Jesus grew up in a Jewish family he was a great teacher far different and who weren't like the rabbinic teachings he got his insight from God and not just any God but Our Lord and Heavenly Father.

The Slave girl of Israel the nation of God cooperated with officials of another religion because it was the fact that an eye for an eye type of action took place by "men." Now, God, Our Lord and Heavenly Father, still throughout the Bible, is the same God that watched out for all the people of those religions. He is the divine one. God is a general name. It can refer to the divinity of any religion and each take parts of the Bible and started the beliefs.

Now, false religion started with Nimrod, a bible character in Genesis and David killed the Giant 6 toed Goliath in Battle himself so truly the whole time Our Heavenly Father was with him. But, what about the organizations of that time. If you strive to worship God, he will find you. But Judah and Israel and represents different nations in the Bible so strict ways were followed according to those ways then.

Still ways of men took place over Our Lord or Heavenly Father or Jehovah God's wisdom. In the Bible it says to serve God before men. This is when things turn out right. God's name has been misused so obliviously that it is incredible! In war after war it might say on plates God is with us.  It has been used in both Holy and also in corruption!

There were several different turnouts in the past wars in history, but history is "his and her story" and we must learn from it. Even my General Sociology teacher Mr. Cunningham admitted and explained how much of the religions start. They defy a way of an original way of man's worship towards God or their principals because they believe there is something wrong and they start their own divinity so many strands can be close but there is a lot of false religion.

Many religions personally deceive about the name of God, which is Jehovah God in my old religion which some parts I still go by But Referred Most Similarly to Our Heavenly Father and Lord in Others.  They made the mistake of worshipping images. A common and easy mistake to make.  Also, many times it happens in our everyday decisions and choices. Crazy! Isn’t it?

 Anyhow, back to "the Seafarer." Jesus saw angels and Jehovah or “Our Heavenly Father” delivered many people and as time progresses towards the end of this system of things and right into Paradise “Our Heavenly Father” or “Jehovah still talks to men through Jesus when we pray he answers our prayers "if we pray in the right way" and "each" is a small miracle and merciful grace from God and so is the story of the Seafarer. He had the start of Schizophrenia but on the side, it explained in our English IV book at the Union High School that there was a metaphysical existence of an angel or army of angels driving the ship. We still experience run-ins with God whether with his servants or seeing a divine angel of him.

Honestly, the metaphysical existence is just another one of his avenues of creation gone either good or bad because of the "free will" to serve! Free will is the thought of serving how we want to. Though with free will we should serve God in the right way through the word of what God says from the Bible. It is our truest source of History that names Son after Son, descendent after descendent, from the beginning.  You just must find the most accurate Bible that works for you! That is just it, it’s not supposed to change to serve the aspects of Man's religion and not God's. Man's religion is false.

Either way, “The Seafarer,” and Beowulf has great Anglo-Saxon history and are great stories that are a witness to God’s creation. You are a witness of God if you witness his creation..., if you think his name if Jehovah or Yahweh in Hebrew chances are you are likely in a strict religion who sees God as having a first Hebrew name.  Witnesses go by Jehovah and believe it or not other Christian religions in tropical places go by it too! Just a for your information fun fact. You see God will have a resurrection of righteous and unrighteous.  Yet, he is still and always mighty and just.

 You must read Beowulf and "the Seafarer and compare it with the New World Translation and the NIV which has been revised so it’s easier to understand. There are some great authors out there! These two accounts have several sightings that are factual about giants existing on Earth around the time of the Anglo-Saxon Wars.  I thought it was neat! The stories showed that the Nephilim or Giants of the Bible were what these American Literature authors are talking about.  One is quoted as coming from a mountain, large in size, and carrying one of the tools or weapons that they carried during the time of the Anglo-Saxon war time period.  Because there was demonism and satanistic purposes for their war we know they are tied to this time! You can't miss 'em!  Great reads!

>>Below was my reward from God.  I caught that and it was like Jesus put him on my line that day!!  Incentive=Reward!!!

Oh, Endoplasmic Reticulum!

~*My Love Letter Notes to Remember for my Biology Test!*~

                     This is how I remembered! -

I Love even the tiniest part of my body. So here goes the love letter. Oh, endoplasmic reticulum (little net within the cytoplasm) how I love how you dwell, smooth and rough, you are in my cells. Smooth is my metabolic processes. Rough, you make more of my membranes of my cells. Eukaryotic, I am, I have a true kernel in my cells called a nucleus. My little organelles how I cherish you. Oh, Lysosome how you transfer my damaged mitochondria’s. Peroxisome, are you made of peroxide or something? My nucleus contains my DNA, chromatin complex of proteins. Vesicle sacs made of membranes. Golgi apparatus how you keep my status hanging when you transport vesicles. Lysosome how you consist of my digestive enzymes enclose a membranous sac. Vacuole sacs how you have a variety of functions. Helping my cells grow by absorbing water and enlarging to store and help the cell grow. Oh, Peroxisome how could I forget you. My precious organelle not part of the endomembrane system but involved also in my various metabolic functions, like the breakdown of my fatty acids to be used as fuel and detoxification of alcohol and other substances. Mitochondria how I'm pleased when you form well. You must enjoy carrying out my cellular respirations. Converting chemical energy of foods such as sugars to chemical energy of adenosine triphosphate. I love your matrix and your Cristae. Oh, Stroma how come I don't have you? I love chloroplast. Thylakoids, the sacs within the grana of the plants I eat oh how I desire you in my food and on the trees every spring. Blah blah blah.  Golgi apparatus packages and ships proteins. "Lyse" Lysosome means break down. Peroxisome is metabolic.  Rough ER is studded with ribosomes.  There are 3 types of endocytosis; pinocytosis, receptor-mediated cytosis, and phagocytosis. Phagocytosis and Autophagy go together. Pinocytosis means cell drinking.  Phagocytosis means cell eating.  The scanning electron microscope gives a 3-D image and the transmission electron microscope gives you the pic of the inside of specimens. I'll add more as I keep remembering.

Investigative Research: Some Psychology/Biology

I so beat the snow this time. So here is the thing I did! I went to Grandma's and talked to her about what I've seen. Institutions can be brilliant but is it not right to question institutions? I have been a baptized Jehovah's witness since 2006. However, I'm not an extremist and the views between my Grandma and I differ who has a complete full background of being a Jehovah's Witness for most of the years of her life.

Might I ask is it completely rational to want to die for God? I look at it this way, God wants us to be happy and live a long and full life before we die as a sacrifice to him.  That way we are a servant to him. If you are older then it's understandable to want to die faithful to God or Jehovah in the case for me.

I also believe that Jesus grew up in a Jewish household but chose to serve God on his own in his own way that seemed to beat probably Rabbi's or Priests back then. So, there is a lot of history to be uncovered.

 First, I feel serving God freely should be away from other people and through my own efforts. This way I am not confused or used by the thoughts of others.  It’s good to be clear-minded about what God really expects of us.  And it’s definitely not radicalism or extremism. Believe it or not we must be careful about our perception about what we do or believe, or we are tricked by enemies!   

So what about Institutions and God and Satan? Institutions are made up of people and people make mistakes. Question "ANYTHING" before you believe it and don't believe everything people tell you! Constant redirect that you should make a law in your belief system.  However, it is very honorable and because of the greatness of God we do have our institutions full of brilliant people that we are very lucky to have.  Yet, hazing also happens so that some fall prey and victim to others. Not always a good thing! Yet, one way or another you’ll learn!

Be a witness of God by belonging to a religion!  Belonging to a religion is better than not belonging to a religion at all. A lot of times beliefs are paralytic, so I believe it is wrong to also say another religion is wrong. Not saying although that there aren't some institutions who deceive on the account and name of God, which is also wrong.

For instance, one thing a manager taught me was priorities and it's probably one of the best things she could have taught me too! How can we say that our religion is right, and another's is wrong? Well, in some cases there are evidence for certain institutions of religion but that is just blatantly also saying in some cases in my words that we feel we are better than them.

 ~Sciences also prove the great existence of God.! Science without religion is lame and religion with out science is dead! ~

**Here come Biology! Philosophy entails and goes on and on and on.  You must be RATIONAL & Productive! God won't do everything for you! You must be able to fend for yourself too and don't forget to watch out for yourself because no one else particularly will as well as you!

 Psychology Class Notes: "Yay! My dendrites are working."  My teacher told me to say that in my blog.  "Axons, Myelin Sheaths, Dendrites."  The human brain is quite complex. Hormones tell your body when they are hungry.  You can cut a part of the brain to prevent seizures, but I wouldn't recommend it unless you absolutely were having problems. No, the gallbladder makes no difference when it's taken out.  Legumes are peanuts so yes, they can be nuts. Also, the body has bacteria inside it and chemistry takes place and bonds are broken to make in the case of lactase past age two is mutative. Glycogen is used to convert to glucose for the cells. The xylem and cellulose are plant words you need to remember, and Carbohydrates are healthful for you but too much of anything in excess isn't and you should consume a good amount of whole foods. Sometimes chemistry is important in the biological make-up of our bodies because some things like iodine are added to Na+ Cl- -> NaCl to keep you from having Goiter where your Thyroid in your necks swells without it! Chemistry is good for you!!  The Study of life is just as important.  Nutrition is essential!  The lack of knowing something one day could bite in the butt.  So be careful! Love to live.  Love and let go of love and it’s better to love and lost than to never have loved at all! And if you really love something you let it go!

Conclusions We Make About Things: "Why Do We Do What We Do?"

Psychologically we all experience several ranges of emotion. I myself have experienced so many mixed emotions and thoughts from people that in order to make sure I’m going in the right direction I consider the advice of other people while I give myself a break and cut myself away from the peer pressure that comes likely from many friends a person can have.

        We all want somebody to understand us so it isn’t unnatural for us to want our friend to experience the same emotions we have so we can draw closer as friends, however it’s not healthy for us as people to conform to each other’s ways when the guidance from God can be our best bet to achieve success. So yes, we must embrace each other’s differences instead because we are not going to be exactly like one another.

 I personally think sometimes that many disorders of people are serious but also get misdiagnosed because it is confusing to understand why they are experiencing a certain emotion or symptom that possibly a psychologist or doctor may have seen in another patient that they have analyzed. No matter what anyone says, no logic, religious, or scientific leader is going to be perfect because we are only human and make mistakes.

Although, it is good to be selective about the traits and characteristics that you pick up from people and use to ascertain yourself. If you are constantly around other people like I am you’ll find yourself experiencing a wide range of emotions at once because of relating with those people. It’s kind of like this. In your love for people you adopt them. Sometimes they become your second parent and sometimes they become your best friend or enemy.

 The thing is each of them come from different backgrounds of which you do yourself. Your perspectives and learning styles are different. Likely, your attitude may be as well. No matter where you go you still have 20 parents instead of 2 who want to with all earnest of love look out for your best interest.

         They say it takes a village to raise a child! Can you imagine how confusing this can be? We must and “should” understand the decisions we make when we make them. How other people influence us.  Also, if we think listening to their advice is a good idea.  Does it apply to us? Is it positive or negative?  Is it critical or abusive-mouthed?  It is good for us to analyze consequences of decisions we make because even living for the moment might cut our life short. We must be extremely careful.

Although, not everyone is out to get you; not everyone who is trying to be your best friend is your best friend. As Twitter might say, #Frenemies. In a way I’ll explain it as this, your worst demon can be the characteristics of your closest friend that influence you in such a way that you become engrossed and carried away by someone else’s thoughts or emotions.

 I read in a psychology book and I can see one emotion from each of the disorders that I have experienced in the past. Does this mean I have all these disorders? No, it does not. We daily experience a wide range of emotion while in contact with others.  It’s natural for us to experience emotions.  Although, if they become problems then they can deter growing. It can be that symptoms aren't attributing to the development of a well-rounded personality and better health.  Instead it may be holding a person back.

 Yet, if I self-monitor and learn how to manage my emotions and analyze how to be assertive I am able to ascertain and bypass most of all of it through training. Out of all the disorders they only thought I had one of them. If I explained, I would completely confuse them because I was learning all these different emotions. What I do really is keep an objective partner. The best characteristics that I learn and love about the individual I keep and I trash or throw out the rest as unimportant and I don’t remember them because they will not attribute to my growth.

In contrast, most emotions that you experience from other people in the past almost become part of your own in some way. Which is why you must be very careful and selective in your thinking otherwise you do end up with a disorder. Things you experience including t.v., socializing with people and all else the brain learns by relating something it already knows with it. The unconscious kind. The memory somewhat stores questionable traits until the brain can make sense of them later when they see the emotions in another person or are presented with them as ascertained to their self.

 If you analyze retention of another individual giving you advice you can understand their motive and if they are “doing it because they care about you” or doing it because they feel they are “right” or “my way is better than yours.” Usually when people have the “my way is better” superior attitude they have the wrong attitude from what is and should really be desired.

 Teach yourself to be a lie-detector and teach yourself to be a self-analyzer of the emotions you are experiencing and if someone is confusing the way you feel because of their emotions that they have thrust on you because of their own personal suffering because of something they don’t understand and aren’t bold enough to ask about yet. Also, learning illogical fallacies or faulty logic reasoning we can come to better conclusions about our own understanding.

 Parenting is everything. We want to be equipped with knowledge and be able to understand the emotions and problem of our own individual children rather than go to a professional for help! If it means the gap gets that much larger between the parent and the child situations and problems quickly arise. Cooperation and discussion of the family unit and decisions of a child’s choices need to be learned in retrospect to this.

Rehabilitation, I believe, is the best practice that we can teach any individual because giving someone a push to keep going and working them through their problems does help the most beneficially. If there is a lack of some brain chemical, then it could be that drugs should be administered.

Although, I think there should be several amounts of time spent with an individual analyzing them before administering drugs right away. Also, drugs shouldn’t be administered completely because we are getting incentives(money) from them. If drugs alter too much of the body composition and the balance that it usually keeps, then drugs should be considered last and more testing should be done.

 There are several issues when it comes to treatment! For example, isn’t it crazy that now the most abused drugs are prescription drugs/? Isn’t that sad? Many people enable and lengthen and deepen the emotional stress and habitual parts of a person by how they treat them. 

Rehabilitation and encouragement and reinforcement all helps the memory and the body processes. However when drugs are needed then they should be used.  It’s best to try to understand why the certain individual is experiencing the emotions they are first and if they know how to fight through them then the drugs aren’t as readily needed because then they might be so strung up on drugs what is the doctor going to do when they come back to sue them because they are having something like kidney/liver failure due to the fact that the doctor is drugging them up so badly that they are pushing them to take the drugs rather than thinking of the ethics first.

 If you have trouble with a doctor not sticking to their ethical responsibility, then change to a different doctor and make sure especially that you have a doctor that cares. Don’t be an enabler of bad behavior. Rehabilitation should be used then drugs. Rehabilitation is a needed must-thing and when you feel there is a need discuss whether or not with the patient if they feel, they need a drug to help them and if it is necessary then administer the drug. So truly in all the decisions we make the psychological conclusions we make affects our success in our daily life!

MENTAL REGULATION

**WE all have needs.    

We need comfort and nurture and we have feelings even though some of us walk about desensitized. Be respectful and loving towards others.  Share in each other's feelings and problems openly and create best friends and thrive on the moments of life when you are in your peak in life. 

Don't take life for granted but grant life to all who deserve to live. Justify the ones who deserved to live on and be there for those in times of need.  The best thing you can do is overlook imperfections in others affect them by helping them make good choices and send them on a path in life that is going to build themselves and others up.

 People are beautiful. In people are God. It doesn't matter if you think they have the wrong God. Respect their wise choices and help them find out about what is the right path in life that God does or doesn't approve of. Do you really think that God disapproves of knowledge that helps us benefit ourselves?

God is in each one of us. Contrasting, so goes of us also in the bad, can Satan arise in our thoughts and actions and confuse us in making bad or poor choices.  God and the story of Adam and Eve is the best way to teach constructively about the good and bad in the world.  Everything bad in result of Satan.  Prove it to yourself. Reject bad for your own life's sake!  Embrace the good in yourself and others and don't live blindly doing other things people tell you to do because they tell you to do it.

 Don't have a problem with authority because they are there for our protection. The one thing we do worse is corrupt one another.  Instead we must be able to build one another up for the path on the road in life's journey.
PROBLEM SOLVE
It's needed! You fool yourself if you think that it's ok to live under a basket all your life. Have the essentials. We don't need everything, but we don't need to take everything away from other people either.

PSYCHOLOGY
Understand it. One day it will help you and benefit you best.

SCIENCE
Sometimes best at describing the menial processes of life.  Therefore, and moreover still giving credit to God.  Man was made in God's image and then man became like God knowing Good and Bad.  Science is a higher order thinking and some of it is a great provision and explanation of the most single and smallest processes such as mitotic cell division
PRESENT
Be presentable for those and the others you represent. If someone is from a different background embrace the difference and then relate about the things that worry you about their background.  Learn from them. However don't feel threatened unless there is "evidence" that you need to be...
TAKE ON THE WORLD
GOD LOVES HIS CHILDREN
IN EVERYTHING YOU ACT, IN EVERYTHING YOU DO, LOVE WHAT YOU DO, DO IT FOR A REASON, WRITE A BOOK, PAINT & SCULPT ART..LEARN ALL ON AND IN THE ACCOUNT OF GOD'S NAME!!!
PEACE & UNITY..MAY GOD BE WITH YOU IN ALL YOUR ATTEMPTS AND DESIRES..YOU WILL KNOW WHEN YOU FEEL THE HOLY SPIRIT AMONG YOU AND THE OTHER LIVES HE HAS AFFECTED..

The Existence of Devil Like Places

Johnathan Edwards wrote quite an interesting excerpt and he had quite a clear point when he used scriptures from the thoughts of 2-3 different Bibles to prove his point. Part of his movement was considered the Great Awakening. The question is how can the past excerpts about religion help modern religions today?

 He talked about much of what our Bible calls lukewarm individuals and he professed that if you didn't proclaim to your faith that just like a spider web catches a fly you can be ensnared or caught in an entrapment by people.

 Also, in Salem Witch Trials that Cotton Mather talked about much of the superstitions of the past that caused innocent people to die even though it may have been necessary to make an example out of one person who practiced witchcraft and demonism who harmed or hurt others, it was unnecessary and wrong to have superstitious beliefs and kill one another.  Undereducation is what harms us all the most.

Anyhow, I liked "Sinners In the Hands of an Angry God" because he bounced off of several perspectives of people used more than one Bible and God's name Jehovah and proved his point accurately and brought the world together in harmony of what he thought God's will should be like rather than all these misguided and monopolized organizations that after a while end up losing their purpose in bringing together the harmony and safety of a world which changes the way mankind lives. Yet, the devil like places. Yes Johnathan Edwards has said to be aware of these. He was a Pentecostal likely.  Pentecostal’s believed in punishment and that God punished.

God is there

   Look all around you!  Your children. Your rivers, lakes, waters, streams; all made for you to enjoy and each other's company to learn a lasting devotion of love to one another. God is in the courts, God is in the people. Never be discouraged. Have the will to live my friend.   And even your animals, are they not meant to be loved and cherished?

Do Your Research My Friends

   You may never know what might come up.  You don’t know who may taunt you, and how you are going to persevere.  Start planning. Never judge a book by its cover, don't kill a mockingbird, do your research.  I'll advise you and you'll pass the test of life with flying colors. Don't ever be too sure of yourself and trust nobody but live for God and faith and fine works in the justice of the things he does. Real friends will not forsake one another. And true families stick together regardless of differences. Try investigating and learning about your own innocent curiosity of the world.  But remember to tread with caution because curiosity killed the cat. Live, Laugh, Love.

Living Sacrifices Enough

   We can be a living sacrifice without spreading ourselves too thin. It takes a group effort thought and a righteous and precise disciplined one. "God loved the world so much that he gave his only begotten son." We should love the world with the same love and devotion God put in it.  A place where God exists again because we are made in his image and yes, "Do not be loving the things in the world for those who love the things in the world the love of the father is not in him." However, suicide is Definitely “NOT” I repeat “Not” a helpful way to you or others.  And if you die for God, die faithfully, and old to the hilt. Have the will to live my friends. Vivar y en amour

Washington Irving Superstitious in "Rip VanWinkle" More on Anglo-Saxon period

            The United States is a wonderful place of freedom. I was reading for American Literature and I noticed how much more I was learning from Washington Irving about the period of the Anglo-Saxon wars. The United States is a wonderful place and so is England! I love England accents and they are wonderful people. However, I find it interesting and clever that at the end of the story the breaking away from England was the significant change that took place and the Revolutionary War was mentioned later.

 Irving must have understood what the brute was like. I was curious what I could find so I looked it up on the internet to see how "superstitious" Washington Irving really was. I'm already questioning how much of his writing he wrote with purpose and whether he had a mental illness. And think about how it says in the Bible that at times God would put war in their hearts for a certain outcome. So how good was the Anglo-Saxon wars?

Again, nothing against England but even in Beowulf the Anglo-Saxon wars were demonic on the Anglo-Saxon side. So, question for you, who is stronger the devil or God? What do you think, and again please do your research, don't be gullible and be careful what you read!

 I looked Anglo-Saxon up on the internet and there are all these sites in which left cookies on my computer. One of which said, "Voodoo." In other words, witchcraft. So, is it real, was it real or is it all psychology? The world is a very real place in which many supernatural events have taken place based upon the good and the bad.

At the end of the story Washington Irving shows superstitious and who liked to focus on the Salem Witch Trials? <-Washington Irving. Be careful what you leave into your heart and heavily guard it against the woes of the Earth.

 It was very interesting and a good read to learn about mindset. However, looking it up on the internet they used Amos 2:9 and Genesis 6:4. Christians now read that in your Bible. Does it say anything about the Nephilim winning the war? And wasn't Moses the one that lead the Israelites out of the Wilderness? Here let me quote these for you so you can see that our Bible speaks the truth and is vital to today. Amos 2:9 "But as for me I have annihilated the Amorite on account of them, whose height was like the height of cedars, and who was vigorous like the massive trees; and I went annihilating his fruitage above and his roots below."

 In Revelation this is probably talking about the type of nation God would annihilate because of its’ demonic existent. It never works believe me.  If you bring reproach upon God you bring it upon yourself! Genesis 6:4 "The Nephilim proved to be in the Earth those days and also after that the sons of the [true] God continued to have relations with the daughters of men, and they bore sons to them, they were the mighty ones of old, the men of fame." **~(Footnote) So, fame lasts a short time for those who despise God. It last longer for loving him because he isn't the cause of these injustices of the world. Proving there is a Satan and there is a God. People made in God's image and People made after the Father of the Lie.

**~ However later God destroyed this breed from the Earth. It’s possible to be demon-possessed. It’s also possible to just be influenced or have certain gene attributions or traits that bring out a certain type of characteristic in your blood line or family.  For instance, German people are barbaric and tough.  Irish have a lovely personality with that ginger hair and are laid back and both love beer!  Some things though are Satan’s influence wearing the magician’s hat in your family.  Those are traits that are bad to deal with! Annihilate the characteristic!

Matthew 13:35 "I will open my mouth with illustrations. I will publish things hidden since the founding."

If I Were to Write a Book!

A teacher can't care anymore, Lewis says it makes no difference because in the end there is no one else around. Ashley talks about the insanity of dark snow and that we should let it claim us. As if in a city, Ryan ran away from fading brake lights. Kim wants it to be his last sound, "Of helicopters and sirens." Glass Heart wanted a date and placed a bet. Fred's friend woke up just not feeling okay. And someone ruined the joy of the rejoicing of Fred's love over Jesus and now without a religion, they are so damn alone. Learning to "Die in Theater." Chris shared a perfect day. The Mr./Mrs. Alone writes about Cowardice. Kaitlyn now hates mornings. Ms./Mr. Ponder asked themselves, "Why do I waste my time with this idea called life?" Mr. Impulsive wrote "Damn" and talked about forgetting to have sex with her and decides to fall asleep by her side. Ms. Suffering wrote "Problems" to narrate just the start of her difficulties about life. She couldn't even get drunk and had pins in her back. The African American/Mexican calls the white man color blind. Unknown writes the damage is more than skin deep, bruised bodies, a shattered heart, a million pieces. Laura writes the Dream Eats the Dreamer.  Since when and why Laura? Robert wrote about his incurable silence. And finally, the poet wrote a confession about confessing to nothing.

If you infringe upon the rights of another you've infringed upon your own.

Let justice be done to the criminals who take the life away from your children.

May the justice and peace of harmony in the truth last forever.

My Philosophy on Life! Make this a bed-time story!

Today I sort of thought about how I loved to sing and how I had to get up early and go with Dad and I just had that cloggy-headed feeling. Sometimes I think the brain has a great ability to perceive so much. I felt so out of it and my eyes were tired. I've noticed as I've grown the more you discipline the better and more gifted your brain gets.

Today, I thought about perceivance and abstraction in my understanding of life. So, I must write about it because I think this is important. I am usually nearsighted and have trouble reading from afar, right? Well when you slave to music you can undergo a high level of stress, unless there is a stress factor attached to it.

I think we all learn in different ways depending on how we grow up and I thought about the so many reasons that psychiatry and structure existed in the world. Now I appreciate people's work, but for me it is hard to appreciate a psychiatrist because I know that they don't understand me and won't understand me quite like they think they do.  In contrast, I believe that that is how they relate and learn and have learned that there is a good reason for doing it. We're all born into a world with many problems, right? So, I think it's smart that we train our kids to learn and exercise all parts of their brain. The more discipline the better. The more you explore the more you learn. Now if I could I would write a book on this too, but I'd rather just share it as a word of advice for the world.

 Variety and change are a good thing. But learning is the best because it safe guards you. Yet, why is it that learning some things and learning even too much of one thing is poisonous for us? Well, the one thing I've learned is that you must have great respect for people's work because it is important to them and they have dedicated their lives to it for a reason.

So, there is a solution to every one of those problems, right? And when your down and discouraged and ready to give up, take another look at the world and try to perceive it in a different way.

Abstraction is really a rare type of art I must say, and the practice is to see what is hard for the untrained eye or mind to see. Yet, what are you training your mind to do? To see the picture or problem for what it is when you are trying to understand it. So, I truly think that perceivance is a very important aspect of our life.

Sometimes I like to play with disillusionment and see what I learned. Well today I had foggy sight and was so tired, I wanted to see better and for some reason looking through my Mother's reading glasses and seeing from a different perspective cleared up my fogginess. I began to perceive the world through a different light, and even though I was still thinking about the hurdles I might have to jump through.  I began seeing clearer through my Mother's eyes and inspected the spider's in the window. I had even wondered with what I saw if spiders had the ability to regurgitate their food.

Anyhow, point being, my vision cleared up, my stress went away, and I woke up. I switched from the caffeine and got me some tea and took an Excedrine and decided to get some shut-eye rest. However, the mix of the balancing act of the art of the discipline of health in carrying on everyday life gives me motive to try new things when I get my proper rest.

 Sometimes I begin to think of so many neat things. I thought about how many of the people who rest in the arms of a religion that truly tries to represent God the best they can.  Belonging to God has the great advantages of being so gifted. Even when it comes to understanding life. It's because we try to understand others and their points of view, their emotions, their background and how their behavior affects them.

Yet Criminal Justice practices a discipline that changes bad and poor choices of an individual and trains them to make wiser ones. It truly is amazing. This affects the whole World Scene and the health of humans.   Many people suffer trying to find their self-worth.  Many struggle through parole and such.  Justice is the word of the Judge and the hand of the Officer’s humanitarian practice.  Criminal Justice brings about a more sustaining world by punishing wrong behavior for those humans to achieve a higher, better behavior and better choices being made than before to affect a brighter World.   It also holds many programs for those struggling with their behavior, finances or family situations.

 And if you don't understand the world? It’s ok. Practice some math, but don’t do drugs.  Practice Math because then you will be practicing the art of thinking logically and you will see light shed on your life again. Really expanding yourself to understand more things can be difficult and you may think it's bad for you but ponder and think about the problems and plan how to get through them. If you see the way out of a situation and are logical and reasonable. What you are doing and have help from trusted friends when you need it, you can learn and understand great wonderous things about the human mind.

So what really is the sacred secret? The sacred secret is the knowledge that leads to saving your life. And it is the whole practice of religion that saves, not representing a certain one and using it to our advantage to take advantage of others in our lives. Rather it is the sacred secret of knowledge and the discipline of the brain and the love of the heart and that when we perceive ourselves to be made in God's image and that we can be like-minded people who understand one another we can set off in great journeys in our lives and not only apart but together.

It truly is amazing, in my religion there was a philosophy, and it was that even the angels have free-will and are living spirits who can do what they want. Yet, abiding by God is a protection for them. And yet think of the philosophy of Satan being cast out of heaven because of his jealousy over God, is he not yet learning about the world? He tried to change it, although he is still straying off by not following the examples he gives.

 What if we really did have the ability to conquer all through heart and mind and we all did it in a different way? The human mind, emotions and life can be especially complicated to understand. However, I look at it this way, sharing in understanding things builds our knowledge to a greater level. Not only that but imagine if no wickedness existed?

Do you think that God knows if we have a natural ability to explore that eventually we will find the trouble that he warned us about in the first Bible story of Adam and Eve? I think that he is a very complex God and that even the most existence of the more negative things that happen can yet be beautiful if we learn the practice of working with what we have to see a larger picture of the things we truly want in our lives. And the key of knowledge is Jesus, listen to his example as a great man on Earth and God will always be looking over you in Heaven, although that mischief will look at you and smile, know that Satan is just waiting, because he is big, bad Satan. He'll look only to prey on you if you let him.

 The thing is I think if the world didn't exist, we wouldn't have the cooldowns of winter that the Bible says in Psalms that melt the hardened heart, or the warmth of summer that always feels like a hug from him and such a gift when life begins again. I truly believe that Satan had to exist to teach the world and abstractly when you look at it, in his own odd way he is an angel yet. What if he was a living creature who learned completely different? The Bible says each angel has a different personality. We should always pull for our God and respect our creator, but the key to life is learning to live it and I believe that any knowledge that says we should die, is an illogical fallacy.

 There is a cycle of life, even our conservationists know that animal life can balance itself back out, and even with doctors the knowledge is the practice of medicine to heal, however the body sometimes with a lack of one protein product can be improved with the practice of introducing another, and yet the body has the natural ability to balance itself back out with the right practices and discipline.

My philosophy on life is truly important, and so is yours, and hers and his. So be careful not to trash knowledge, but rather consider the reason for it, and before you do something, think and weigh out the consequences. I surely think that as I played with a Barbie doll as I was young that I had the ability for imagination and outcome. I surely think that God has dreams and outcomes for us all too.

 If a knowledge tries to disprove God is it a knowledge that God would approve of? No, it’s Satan’s! This is something to think about because some might say, "Well, why would I care?" Reason being, we are mostly supposed to stick to the knowledge that proves we are made in God's image for our own well -being. I truly believe if we didn't, the world would be a sad place and there would be no sense and no heart anymore. It would be sad, abrupt, and then end.

So, what do the emotions and knowledge of another country or another person's world say? God and his son are the key to knowledge. Sacrifice is too. There was a once all-time perfect man's death for all imperfect to learn to live perfectly. If we appreciate it, how vivid and beautiful and fun our lives would be. God is a giver of life, he granted us life and so beyond imperfections and that is sometimes what we must do to others sometimes as hard as it may be.

 If we age, let us do it together and with wisdom, and if we marry let us do it with true love, and if we have sex it must be with understanding of the world and the world of our child. I think Jesus was trying to say it begins in not just a child's eyes, but that of every human's heart and mind.

I'm reading a book about Judgment calls right? Well, logic and reason, knowledge, if you discipline yourself and teach and relate and befriend the world the world can do the same to you. What are we? We're not animals even though sometimes we might feel like it. Any distortion of the human emotions is still a distortion. So, my book? It's about a young 13-year-old girl who had gotten raped. The rule, world can be a cruel place, teach and equip yourself to learn to progress through anything. However, have high standards for right and respect one another. And once you make a mistake, it is kind of hard to turn back from the memories of it and the consequences tied to it.

 Life is in an art, a child, a book, and a woman and a man. Life is life. It can be so many disastrous things. And being uneducated, pushy, criminal like? Well, I'm sorry it is not the proper way no matter how much you convince yourself it is alright! Yet, again, why do we do those things? I truly believe our knowledge, discipline, heart and mind being well is an essential part to a successful world. And hey, you must network it, and pace yourself.  But all in all life is life. There will be life and death. Of course, some deaths can be prevented, but try your best and trust and God and you will be just fine!

It is ok to question things, investigating is how we learn, and researching is how we equip. So, life is a journey, take each step carefully at a time. Don't run too ragged without thinking about slowing down and avoiding accidents, because the thing about that is that they come when we least expect it. If we learn to hesitate to them and change a sequence of events, then we can be more successful in our actions.

** I've been writing a little here and there and I wrote about a memory I had in college with my friends and I hope one day I can publish a book that raises all kinds of people and little boys and girls!! Keep your friendships alive and don't take one another for granted. God truly does love the world, and everything is so unique and individual. Learn to experience the world a little at a time and enjoy your journey of the human psyche, you might as well, an outcome of events can change you for the better or worse. We all have our hard times and we get down but build your life all around you like you are building a divine house. You will be doubly blessed! You will see!

What to Do About Threatening Military Arms in Foreign Relations

     We all want security. Sometimes it feels like there is none. Especially when in foreign relations. Even ourselves? Someone develops potentially harmful arms that could wipe out half a planet in a single blow. So, when it happens let the one take the other as a brother and let them both receive counsel from reasoning and let the one endear the other to overcome potential differences and work through the problems together. We are brothers and sisters even through our most difficult differences. So in one of these cases and like many we can get commendation by using one of the oldest books in history, the Bible to overcome the problems by simply discussing our thoughts objectively and learning from the most problematic mistakes in our former history.  Considering the fatalities of some of our worse World Wars. WWI and WWII were harmful; and it's not about revenging or avenging or keeping account of another's faults or wrongs. Yet, the best way to deal with these situations is to make peace! Truly, if we beat our swords into plowshares and agree on peace and safety and security worldwide. If only those hurting and hating and yet hoping would come to see that we aren't settling a score, rather we are living a problematic life with many obstacles. So if we battle, let us battle with the swords of the mouth and be noble and right in our acts so as to accustom ourselves and others to the best gift that there is; potentially… LIFE!!!

   Isaiah 2:4 "Let them beat their swords into plowshares…"

Hard work is the best way to overcome differences. Working on something positive that both of you agree on.

   Matthew 5:9 "Happy are the peaceable…"

Peace will then be your virtue.

   Romans 12:18 "Be peaceable with all men…"

And your life will be saved.

   Hebrews 12:11 "Peaceable fruit, namely, righteousness…
When so all ones benefitting yield fruit.

   Ecclesiastes 7:12 “Wisdom is for a protection."

BIG PROTECTION!

   Proverbs 18:10 "Righteous given protection."

A Promise!

   James 1:12 " Happy is the man that keeps on enduring trial, because he will receive the crown of life, which Jehovah promised to those who continue loving him."

Victory and triumph

   Romans 4:13 " For it was not through law that Abraham or his seed had the promise that he should be heir of a world, but it was through the righteousness by faith."

Jesus was heir of a world and so will his followers.

   Romans 9:4 "Who as such, are Israelites, to whom belong the adoption as sons and the glory and the covenants and the giving of the Law and the sacred service and the promises;"

We must never be drunk with the blood of the Holy Ones!

   2 Corinthians 7:1 "Therefore, since we have these promises, beloved ones, let us cleanse ourselves of every defilement of flesh and spirit, perfecting holiness in God's fear."

Perfecting one's self and working on improving one another like we are each other's and especially God's reflection in a mirror is a key!

   2 Corinthians 6:1,2 "Working together with him, we also entreat You not to accept the undeserved kindness of God and miss its purpose. For he says in an acceptable time I heard you, and in a day of salvation I helped you. Look! Now is the especially acceptable time. Look! Now is the day of salvation.

He is always looking to save his people in and out of the World.

   Titus 1:2 " Upon the basis of a hope of the everlasting life which God, who cannot lie, promised before times long lasting, whereas in his own due times he made his word manifest in the preaching with which I was entrusted under command of our Savior, God;"

A Hope of Everlasting Life!

   Revelation 21:3 &4 "He will wipe out every tear from our eyes and death neither mourning nor outcry nor pain will be anymore. The former things have passed away."

A Promise is a Promise!

No Part of the World! Jesus Return! Christ's Presence, A King of PEACE!        

Have you ever imagined what the presence of one of God's Angels might be like and the reason he sent them to look after you? How pure they must be to be so heroic.  Let us praise God alongside of them!

Christ's Presence

God uses his angels as messengers several times throughout the Bible.  Therefore, God looks after us.  Even in 1 Peter 3:17 it says, "For it is better to suffer because you are doing good, if the will of God wishes it, than because you are doing evil."  Therefore, Angels survive because God has the power to resurrect their spirit after saving lives.  They do purely good for most of them.

Angels survive better than you think! So, we have more hope in doing good than in doing evil.  And when Mary was to be born a son, the Angel Gabriel was the angel that worked as a messenger to follow through what God had planned for Mary and Joseph in being born a great Son.  Christ's presence has been here with us all along and always will be as when we pray through him to God. Jesus is the Prince of Mankind that causes all Justice to be done at the right hand of Jehovah God. 

If we have questions about our beliefs, we want to make sure we are not just rationalizing.  We all are entitled to our freedoms of faith and belief.  When we make our stand for God, we must do it in truth and sincerity.  So, if a belief is questionable, one might ask for evidence. 

 Religion is a science when it comes to how the holy spirit works on people.  And faith without works is dead.  Therefore, with no faith, no mere dream comes true.  Ambitious or Not.  So therefore, we must hypothesize about the way things should be and prove it to ourselves and others in truth and sincerity.  Let Jehovah God, Jesus and the Angels be with you!!

Vivar y en Amour!
Dearest Brothers and Sisters Everywhere,

 Love,
Jessica
xoxoxo

Emerson’s Philosophy and Transcendentalism

      Emerson believed in the deity and the divine of nature and God with the soul. He wrote self- reliance about how in some cases the oversoul should be one with nature. In his senses the oversoul is what many people think of the holy spirit of God and or the Trion for some in certain cases. Emerson focuses on the unity of oneness with nature. "Man is his own star and the soul that can render an honest and a perfect man."

 This poem as part of the introduction shows the beginning of Emerson’s philosophy. Man being his own star is important because in the end with the help of God, God’s image is brought out in the best of us and we are the only one who can teach ourselves to truly shine for him.

Trying to achieve a perfect human stand with others and making ourselves whole as a person obligated to morals and living righteously in society to not bring reproach upon God was likely an important aspect of his faith to him. Perfecting oneself was important in future growth of knowledge and learning about life so by doing this he was helping others to see the necessary and important things in life.

 "Trust thyself." In this quote I think Emerson is importantly trying to make a point that the only one you can really trust to make the right decisions for yourself sometimes is "yourself." You can learn from other people’s perspectives, retention and opinions but in the end, you are the only one who truly understands you.

 At some point Emerson uses the symbolism of the perfection of the rose so perfect in its beauty. To lead a life of that like a rose is to find true peace and harmony. Alike to the arrogant beautiful rose we deem ourselves on the love of its petals. Like the drops of rain we are the life of the party.

Divine World of the Spirit vs. the Imperfect World of Our Everyday Lives

     This poem, "Love Calls Us to the Things of the World," by Richard Wilbur is a dying example of two very controversial and yet conflicting ideas about our own world. There are two perspectives that must be defined. First, the love not of the things in the world such as greed or adultery but the love of the world the same way God loved the world so much that he gave his only begotten perfect son’s life to allow the correction of the wrongs that had been done by the first parents because of free will. Second, the recessive state that many who are undereducated turn to because they do not try to understand the real world or the lessons in it and how they can make us who we become!  Conclusively, we grow from them. This poem is talking about two very different realities of our world. One in which is positive, and one in which is narcissistic.

     In the poem, what is signified from the very beginning is the fact that some mornings should just be left to the simplicity of the love of hanging laundry and the awakening of tired eyes to the response from the noise of it. In this sense, we can say that the world should at times just be left to the simplicity of the things in it such as love or friendship or even the love in doing our own duty or chores in our role in life. "The eyes open to a cry of pulleys, And Spirited from sleep, the astounded soul, Hangs for a moment bodiless and simple." (p79) However, on the narcissistic side some tortured minds result to nothing but the thoughts of suicide, homicide or even abuse and harass when they can no longer understand the things in the world or make sense of them. In other words, thinking of themselves at the time more than anyone else the world might forget them, or they may feel like no one really cares to understand their dark, lonesome life of personal suffering. "From the punctual rape of every day." (p80)

     In context, I personally believe that the author is trying to say that things should stay somewhat simple so we aren’t suffering all these transgressions and problems sometimes and that we should enjoy the sole innocence of life without hurting another person or bringing reproach upon our self or nonetheless God who in reality sees all things no matter how much we are suffering. The positive side of things of the divine world of spirit, God therein rests. It is in the world that God is all around us and there is true evidence of it. "The morning air is all awash with angels." (p80) However, in contrast Satan and the devil like places devour those who are lost in their own emotions and those of others and what they feel at the time and why and when they cannot make sense of them. In reality, there is no sense that can be made from people who dominate one another to injury except the fact that they are suffering and do not know how to deal with their problems in a healthy way properly!

How Good Conduct & Wisdom Counteracts Criticism & Injustice and Promotes Freedom of Religion

Imagine that you are a zealous believer in God and want to carry on your journey with him forever and gain life through Christ.  You are on a journey and encounter several dangers much like the apostle Paul did when he preached throughout the land and became many things to many people.  Imagine you are in Moscow, Russia and there are misinterpretations and you are persecuted for your beliefs.  Worse yet, what if you are persecuted by the own brother or sister of your same faith or share in Jesus persecution?? How would you feel in these situations? 

In many cases situations would go from bad to worse and even death yes death could occur.  Either spiritual death or physical death can happen within our religious organizations and many times do.  We have freedom to express our beliefs as in having a freedom of religion as well.  But what if our opinion or feelings infringes on another’s or disagrees? 

First, there are several levels of maturity and Jehovah is patient with all of us and desires none of us to be destroyed.  As far as actions go, and baptism, “Let the journey be with Jehovah God.”  You could be a player of the harp in Strasbourg, France and encounter a beating.  Are you not glad to suffer an act of persecution in behalf of God? 

 “Yet, let your fine conduct and wisdom counteract any injustice or criticism.  Wrong or not, it doesn’t matter.  It doesn’t matter who is right because there is never one right answer.  There are several perspectives that are befitting for a certain kind of person.  What fits Jane does not fit John.  Would you dress up a baby girl as a boy? No, because their sex is different.  For much of history wars, yes wars, were fought to make or force someone to change their lives and it was never willingly. Throughout history it has been mankind’s mistake.  Also, Mary Poppins said, “Men as a group are rather stupid.”  This going for both female and male.   So why not be a source of wisdom and guidance and not persecution?

  Rather suffering persecution alone but enjoying the popularity of what you think is right. Stick to your Heavenly Father and fulfill the journey of water immersions dedication on a one on one basis.  Baptism is between one spiritual individual and God. Yes, the maturity and background and ideas will differ.  But we can’t force one another to be completely unified in characteristic from one to the other.  It doesn’t work that way.  Also, being rude doesn’t give a good witness.  Return an act of kindness likewise in return.  An eye for an eye.  And never would we want to commit an act of murder.  Spiritual or Physical.  Baptism is significance of dedication between man & God not a religious sect or any person or group of persons. 

Getting lost in several others’ opinions may prove more like a snare than a spiritual guidance so beware that you must be selective.  Some say there is no such thing as extremism. Yet in sociology everything has variances and many religions do.  How would you explain when an act of faith becomes a crime? Do you understand?  And our ancestors fought for us as our parents for us to have freedoms in America.  It’s good to be appreciative although we may not be as patriotic as others.  Being a subject of humanly government means we should help promote a positive government by giving them support without being politically involved.  Rather, supporting them through our conduct and not putting them down because of their place, position or choices.  Rather to clarify, we can help perfect the governments by giving them the support and help promote the “Peace among men” and avoid all this non-ethical warfare in the first place that is over petty & lofty things.  Rather than say, “These governments are wicked and offer us no hope,” say “Government is there to protect us, and we are its subjects and by “not putting trusts in nobles” but offering support we are likely to benefit tremendously from our fine conduct! 

 Therefore, let us allow room for improvement and press on to maturity.  Besides, we can’t be people pleasers our whole life, rather, give an individual the support they need and leave it at that.  God will bless your efforts if you strive to serve him so don’t worry about what other people or doing and don’t expect every other person to agree with you entirely.  For example, Wisdom comes by choice.  The ten virgins were each given a lamp, but only a few of them kept their oil.  The unwise virgins went without and had no light to guide them.  Therefore, be led by the light and wisdom of Jehovah and do not break down the great counselors.  May you be doubly blessed in life!

Help Available For Your Loved Ones Suffering With Cancer

Jessica Gerlemann

June 27, 2013

Cancer Research

Immunotherapy

Although many people still believe there is no cure for cancer, the answer is still staring us straight in the face.  Most people have died due to a defeat from this deadly illness touching many people’s lives in their lifetime as they have fought.  The best thing we can do is not to give up hope and make sure those victims of cancer and illness get the right kind of treatment and at an affordable price. 

          Many people diagnosed with a certain type of cancer become victims to the ignorant who have not had enough experience in working with the illness. So, it is very important that those who are diagnosed are fully educated about their options and not taken advantage of by their local physician who usually tends to resort to a series of radiation inhibiting the immune system from doing its work in fighting off the illness in the body. 

          Cancer can be of the worse things to deal with. Most often it occurs when the body’s cellular work controlled by its hormones start running amok.  The hormones controlling the cellular work often become unbalanced and therefore the whole body’s cellular system is affected much like a domino effect in which many cells become cancerous or unhealthy and toxic to the overall life of the individual.

          Since hormones control proteins produced in doing cellular work when the hormone is unbalanced an unnatural effect such as tumors and metastasis (spreading of cancerous cells) can be the result if the hormones aren’t balanced.  Many times, Vitamin B complex not only controls and balances hormones but also lowers cholesterol and helps to maintain a healthy body weight (unhealthy usually because of unbalanced hormones). Therefore, since the cellular work is usually controlled by hormones and proteins are what are produced to do the cellular work; there are protein products available to those who need type of antibiotic with help in fighting off an illness along with their immune system which already produces antibodies.  "Immunoglobulin" redirects here. For the immunoglobulin family, see Immunoglobulin superfamily.

"Antibodies" redirects here. For the film, see Antibodies (film). For the TV-movie, see Antibody (film).

Each antibody binds to a specific antigen; an interaction similar to a lock and key.

An antibody (Ab), also known as an immunoglobulin (Ig), is a large Y-shaped protein produced by B-cells that is used by the immune system to identify and neutralize foreign objects such as bacteria and viruses. The antibody recognizes a unique part of the foreign target, called an antigen.^[        (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antibody)

Since protein products have been studied in the biological structures and anatomy of humans it is conclusive that those who have cancer have hope.  If the protein products produced by the hormones are unbalanced a balancing of the hormones is needed.  Also, a medicine, or protein product, that works in helping the immune system and antibodies fight by improving immunity and finding target cells of cancer can be used to annihilate the illness maybe not forever but to reduce the risk of death and take away much of the suffering of your loved one.  For example, the protein product or monoclonal antibody enters the body and is released into the bloodstream into the cellular work as a protein that fits with and matches some of what the antigen (infected cancerous cell) is and binds itself much like a lock and key and destroys that infected cancerous cell the way an antibody of the immune system would. Other protein products in the works of immunotherapy can help improve the immune system in fighting the cancer in other ways.

          So, it is as simple as this. What we know is the key and just as anything you can't give up the fight because sometimes the quest is the key.  Educate yourself!  It will protect you.  Meanwhile, who would have ever thought we are so complex.  So, shows that a great being far more knowledgeable than us created us and this universe! How else do you explain something so intricate, complex and detailed just by chance? 

Fight that fight and have a wonderful day! You can conquer!!!

Talk on Marriage!!

So, for a while I was thinking about marriage.  Yet, until I find Mr. Right I want to continue being an industrious, independent and confident single who has strong ethics and morals, which is why I have closed the book for now on marriage for me and rather opened my heart to the wisdom and chastity of it. 

 We went out to eat today @ Steak N Shake and I saw a pregnant woman with her 2 kids and husband.  Husband looked a bit tired from lack of sleep and it reminded me of that Country song that talks about the birth of his own child and how he saw God that day.

  If you think it, truly every day is a miracle and especially when a young man or woman get to the point of marriage or childbirth.  So in all our excitement in our achievements in life this is what I salvaged from the article on marriage.

"As apples of gold in silver carvings is a word spoked at the right time for it."

-Proverbs 25:11

So timing is everything and having a sanctified marriage where both individuals respect the other and work together in communication is when the 3-fold cord benefits the husband and wife causing them to have fruitage of the spirit and reap wonderful rich and deep rewards!

Using the insight and wisdom from the scriptures cause the fight to be resolved because it is no longer about which party is right or wrong but rather the Godly principles that benefit and protect them. 

Cultivating humility allows room for apologies and resolving the problems in a relationship rather than furthering them in an endless argument that would tear the two people apart.  "Do Not Tear Apart What God Has Yoked Together." Matthew 19:6

Since a man initially wants to solve the problem at hand while a woman just wants to talk about her feelings about what happens in their relationship, there are a lot of differences in needs in their marriage bond.  For instance, backgrounds differ, and personality traits may cause difficulties to arise.  Yet, the wise one builds his household in wisdom while the foolish one breaks and tears it down.  When difficulties arise the man and woman once married must stick together and leave their mother and father and must start a life of their own growing together in an expanse of years in love.

So there you go.  The wisdom you need to grow in love.  If you want to do things right, here is how to do it!  
Well, it’s like Beyonce says, “Put a ring on it."

To all the Doctors!!!!!! I think this will help.

Sometimes I think cancer is just a misdiagnosis of E.coli and E.coli bi-products such as Aspartame being in the body as a food poisoning or blood cancer that we don't understand yet, living off of the nutrition of our cells since they r kind of like the algae/ bacteria that live off of and in cells in a pond as an organism such as a flea or tick is to a dog.  Any doctors out there doing research that I can tell my experience to?  I kind of ran across some ideas and I'd like to share them. I say flush the body with water, take Vitamin B, Kill bad cells without radiation bc if radiation kills the cells there is no such thing as safe radiation therapy,  keep Immunotherapy mainstream, drink some alcohol for medicinal purposes(since alcohol will kill viruses)  and when you have a loose stool and need Iron drink Chocolate Yoo-hoos and eat a little bit more each day until you are nursed back to health.  Nutrition yourself well and recover.  If the body adapts, that means that it can be overcome mostly with changing your nutrition and what you eat.  Did you know that there are home remedies in Nutrition that can also help acid indigestion?

My name is Jessica and I got sick from consumption of Aspartame*

What A Situation Says About Its Members Perhaps in Religion

Many a time, people browse for a religion that fits them.  Some even question if they should waste their time on a religion or even try to believe in God due to the many injustices.  Now let's ask ourselves.What does a situation say about its members perhaps in religion by the way they act?  This is a hard question and because of the many injustices that go on inside the doors of a religion many do not participate and try to find a spiritual relationship anymore which is much needed for the health of the individual.

 So, the truth is a true religion will teach the truth and even though those things happen inside its doors, the truth of their message tends to accompany and comfort the heart of many newcomers every day. So, a spiritual relationship with God? Yes, it is important despite the many injustices that one may face, and the lessons learned may just be the ones that hold that person together during trial. 

Usually a circumstance or situation that is faced in religion tells the truth about its members and their standing in the truth of that religion based upon the way they act.  It always tells, actions speak louder than words.  The best of relationships though will withstand time and survive any circumstance.  So, looking for the right religion?  Yes. Keep searching and YOU will find, BECAUSE there is one at least out there.  Perhaps several even in the fact if they worship with devotion and truth towards God. 

Although some rituals denounce God, and stumble us we must steer clear of those of which would drag us down to death in this cold cruel world.  However, despite the things that can happen; there will ALWAYS be a God that LOVES YOU!  So, no two people will ever worship God the same way.  And if God chose to save Mankind through his son's sacrifice do you think it makes sense to favor one person over the other when God has loved Mankind impartially?

 Usually the truth inside the doors of a religion can be kind of sad, because when a mix of people are together many fights, injustices and misunderstandings happen that will never be right in God's eyes.  But at least we know these people will have to stand before God on judgment day.  One day the Earth will be a Paradise restored and all of Jehovah's angels will have overlooked the mankind on the Earth along with Jehovah God carrying them through to a restoration or even a resurrection.

  Sad to say, many imperfections exist within any religion, yet God reminds us that we are brothers and sisters and that we should always be forgiving even though we shouldn't not condone a wrong act or allow someone to take advantage of us.  That was my favorite part of our last Watchtower.  Do you know that they used to have a Watch Tower an actual Tower that looked out for War?? That's how many of our publication’s history got started? (Russel.) Regardless, there are still imperfections and we will not all worship alike.  Some will go to heaven and worship with God possibly perhaps after fulfilling their purpose here on Earth.  So, no matter what religion one is not better than the other. One may be wrong technically speaking and no one religion is accurate about everything. 

The truth is the world needs Unity not religion.  So, you never know. Maybe it'll get bad enough that religion will be wiped out all together and all that will be left is the one pure feeling "Love" and the one pure teaching "Truth."  The truth is we were given natural God given birthrights to express ourselves in conviction, but not in inhibiting another's rights!  So, despite your situation, no matter what part of the world, May God be with You, May You reap rich Rewards & Blessings, and may you Continue to serve God despite your situation or the injustices against You that God clearly sees with his own two eyes.  May he Lord over all of us. For big fulfillment let us have purpose.  An accomplishment!  Maybe even perhaps PEACE for Mankind!!!

God Will Bring About a New World Order Ending ALL Tragedies.

First of all I'd like to say that in the Bible Harmageddon or Armageddon, "God's War" in religious terms is a new world order that is brought about by God and that in human terms the justice in war that he brings is called, "Jus In Bello," which means: A moral code of conduct that holds states and individuals responsible for their actions during wartime.  From the Latin word meaning "Justice In War." 
    Now a just war is considered a sanctified war in terms with religion.  Many times, in history ceremonies were done for its participants to take to be still considered clean in God's Eyes.
So...
   Jehovah brings Justice to tragedies brought about by Jeremiah where it is prophesied that many actions would be brought about because of the actions of mankind at that time.  For instance, the Bible says this in Jeremiah 33:22
"Just as the army of the heavens cannot be counted, neither the sand of the sea be measured, so I shall multiply the seed of David my servant and the Levites who are ministering to me." (Seed of David Jesus and Jesus' Ransom Sacrifice)
Jeremiah was making some prophecies come true in the parts of the Bible from Jeremiah 34 to Jeremiah 36 at least!!!
     Now in Jeremiah 34:21 the Bible says this:
"And Zedekiah the king of Judah and his princes I shall give into the hand of their enemies and into the hand of those seeking for their soul and into the hand of the military forces of the king of Babylon (World Empire of False Religion: Corrupted part of the World in those times and for us now) who are withdrawing from against YOU men."
     God clearly states his purpose within the Bible and the history written down by our forefathers allows us to avoid wrongdoing and wars for the wrong means when it says in Jeremiah the judging by God concerning them in those days and in the days now.  For example, let's read Revelation 16:16
"And they gathered them together to the place that is called in Hebrew Harmageddon." or "God's War" to end all injustices and restore the Earth to its previous conditions before war took place and where we would have Heaven, Paradise and Peace!
     Revelation 16:18-20 "And lightnings and voices and thunders occurred such as had not occurred since men came to be on the earth, so extensive an earthquake so great.  And the great city split into three parts and the cities of the nation’s fell; and Babylon the Great was remembered in the sight of God, to give her the cup of the wine of the anger of his wrath.  Also, every island fled, and the mountains were not found."
    So the lesson for us is that worldwide religion may not be made to replace human government but rather the errs of corruption within its institutions and provide the world through God the place to eat and the place to rest their head. So, in these circumstances, the Bible was written to prevent more world wars that are unneeded and to show that God has great plans in store for us.  Especially those who are victims of war or who are victims of being bullied by people, hurt or down trodden.  It says he "Counts the number of hairs on our head, Created the Creation of the stars calling Each of them by name, and Will wipe out every tear from their eyes."
     "He knows every heart regardless of the face of every hardened man and causes their literal and figurative heart to melt."
May the God of all Mercy bring us to a New World Order that assists our governments and further never require them the need to bring justice upon anyone anymore for the day of the Great and Gracious God to take over and bring judgment day to the wicked and bring the nations all the justice they deserve both good and bad.
     One day may YOU and I serve Shoulder to Shoulder creating a bright new beginning for a Just World!
     This was taken from the New World Translation Bible and NIV for a lesson for the literal World to learn about how and what our intent should be in life. To be brought Mercy and Justice by the One True God Forever and Ever Amen.

ⓒJessica Lee Gerlemann

a.k.a. Wanda Simmons!